Holes in History

My childhood is coming back to haunt me. I can hear the screaming, the fighting, the slurred words....

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:56:53 -0400

My childhood is coming back to haunt me. I can hear the screaming, the fighting, the slurred words. I want to forget it all. I don’t want to be cursed with these memories I can’t delete. I want the feel of love. I don’t want dark nights and drunken promises.

I want to bleed out. I want to cry for hours. I want to be hugged. I want to scream. I want the...

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:54:32 -0400

I want to bleed out. I want to cry for hours. I want to be hugged. I want to scream. I want the world to stop spinning. I want it all to stop. These feelings I keep locked away are burning my lungs and chest, it’s ready to burst. My insides are melting to ashes. My being is burning. Its dying.

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Sat, 18 May 2013 23:49:19 -0400

I know why my mom deals with things better than I do

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:46:23 -0400

She doesn’t have to stare at the rejection every single day. The empty inboxes, the lack of text messages. My life has begun to revolve around the need for human interaction. I want to talk to people, but they never get what I say. I’m speaking, but the words don’t make sense. I want to be happy, but I want to be unhappy. I want to go away, for a long time. I want to see if people stop caring. I want to see if they forget. I want them to. I want them to forget me. That way it’d be so much easier to ease the pain. To leave.

Im sorry to hear love

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:39:41 -0400

Thank you.

conducives: (by matt fry | www.frybros.com)

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:37:20 -0400

conducives:

(by matt fry | www.frybros.com)

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Sat, 18 May 2013 23:36:03 -0400

greekg0ds: the river is dry. by Brett Plank

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:35:59 -0400

greekg0ds:

the river is dry. by Brett Plank

The crowd at woodstock to see Jimi Hendrix. 1969.

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:34:40 -0400

The crowd at woodstock to see Jimi Hendrix. 1969.

greekg0ds: Montmartre, Paris by christine.m.kim

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:34:10 -0400

greekg0ds:

Montmartre, Paris by christine.m.kim

bookshelfporn: ‘tsundoku’ - the Japanese word for buying books...

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:34:04 -0400

bookshelfporn:

‘tsundoku’ - the Japanese word for buying books & not reading them, leaving them to pile up.

themisadventuresofmaddy: do you ever feel like you’re just sort of there like all your friends go...

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:33:50 -0400

themisadventuresofmaddy:

do you ever feel like you’re just sort of

there

like all your friends go out and do things and get into relationships and like people that like them back and have fun and do stupid things with their best friends and instead of doing all that you’re just sort of this mildly entertaining thing that people take an interest in once in a while but they wouldn’t really care if it was gone

like you just sort of exist but you don’t really mean anything

greekg0ds: by comb over beard

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:32:35 -0400

greekg0ds:

by comb over beard

I just want to feel better, I want to feel like I’m loved. My whole entire body aches for some...

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:32:10 -0400

I just want to feel better, I want to feel like I’m loved. My whole entire body aches for some strange reason. I don’t want to move. I just want to sit here and cry. I had such a good day and now my stupid emotions have ruined it.

turnsmyworldtostone: we are wild on Flickr.

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:28:51 -0400

turnsmyworldtostone:

we are wild on Flickr.

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